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I'm going nuts! Summer is way too long! I need people to talk to I hate being a sometime friend. I mean all my "friends" only talk to me if there's no one else to talk to, or when the "pretty" girls aren't around. I hate it. Just to note you all, if your going to invite the whole group of "friends" to do something make sure you get the whole group and not just the pretty people. Us who are not the pretties need friends just as bad as the rest of you if not more. AAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!! It makes me so MAD. So I've decided that for now on I'm on my own I don't need any close friends. I can make it on my own I did for six years and now that i decide to go to a new school (this will be year three) I have nobody from the last school and know nobody from this new one. I really am liking this aloneness. It really isn't that bad coming to think of it. Oh wait I hate this I hate being alone! I need somebody! I need closeness I need some people that I can vent to. I hate this bottleing everything up and not leting it out. I hate being alone. I fricking hate it all!!!!!

For all you guys out there if you have a friend that is a girl treat her likes she's a person. Don't be an asshole and push her away, just because you see her as a guy, when the "pretty" people come by. She may seem okay with it on the out side, but some where deep in side she's hurting and hating every moment that she's there with you and the pretties!!!