*SIGH*

I'm so bored and sick of school I really wish it was the 22nd already!! I'm so done with school. Oh I'm so excited I got accepted to Westminster!! It's quite exciting I finally got accepted to an in state college!!! Now I can actually for tuition. It may be like my 5th choice, but hey what the hell!! I was so excited that in February I was accepted to my 1st choice but it’s in Minnesota, not only it really really cold up there!! And I HATE SNOW!!! Also the tuition is like 23, ooo dollars a semester and IDK I don’t have that kind of monies to go but I’m thinking of transferring in a couple of years. I really don’t want to stay in state I HATE UTAH!! I can’t wait till I leave!!!! I really want school to end, I’m so done!!! I want to just stop I’ve already turned my brain off which sucks because I have like 2 CRT Math test to take and a AP Euro test. But the good thing is that once that is over with I have a week left of school. I can’t wait next Friday is the eighth and then the 11th is senior week so I don’t have to come in dress code!! I love it I don’t have to wear a damn polo for a week and then after that I have 2 day 2DAYS left!!! Then I graduate!! I’m done with High School I hate school with a fiery passion!! I want it to be over!!

Hmmm

I love this its like I'm writing for myself, its great and so much easier than writing it in a book. I started off and intended this to be a long rant about how crappy high school guys are and how bad it sucks to try and transition from going from being a friend to more than that but IDK. I kind a think that it's not going to go that way. Yeah High school guys suck and are so immature, but its not worth crying and whining over them. I think that I just think that maybe I should make this into more of a i don't know, more as hey this is what I'm up too, because frankly I would, much rather keep this up than email a million people at a million different times than just keeping this up to date plus its a great way to kill time. Okay so I'm just rambling but what ever noone seems to read it so I guess I'm writing this for me.

I'm So happy that the pictures I attached worked I'll have to do more sometime. Well I've been thinking A LOT lately I mean I graduate in like 2 and a half weeks and I don't really want to leave High school on a bad note with some people. I just don't know what to do I mean how do you patch a relationship with somebody who thinks that you hate them because the where being UBER stupid.
I know that I have just as much blame as he does, but I mean come on don't lead somebody on and then chew them out and tell them that you don't want anything from them and than 2 days later start up what you chewed them out for. ARRGGHH!! It's just so dumb, and I have been ignoring the situation and I think that it is high time that I try and fix it? I don't even know if I want to fix it, he burned me pretty bad, and IDK He was my best friend or so I thought, but I don't know how to fix it!!!! Any ideas or should I just let it be. AAARRGGHH!! I don't know guys friends are just so confusing!!!

Fwd: OMG

So I went to my Senior Prom last night and had SSSSOOO MUCh Fun!!! If I could of done last years prom again I so would have gone by myself and not with my friend. I was just so...IDK... how the describe it but it was one of the best dances that I have ever been to. I mean I won 1st attendant in the Royalty and yeah it was the best. I mean there was no awardness in the night...okay maybe a little when I was dancing with one of my girlfriends but it was the best ever. I spent so much time planning and decorating and making sure that everthing was right for the dance that I could just not go. See I'm the Dance committee at my school. Not on the committee, but the WHOLE Committee. The people in my school are so lame like they want everything to be perfect, but if you suggest that the join something so it turns out that way its a loud HELL NO!! Oh well all my hard work and planning paid off and I atleast thought that the night was perfect. 
I just think that its sad that there were a whole herd of senior girls that did go because they guys i go to school with are too stupid to ask somebody, I didn't get asked and decided that  I didn't need a "man" to make my nigh complete so I went by myself It was absolutely the best!!!


See I'm starting to post more often hopefully it stays that way. Oh I'm including some pictures with this one I think you need to see what it looked like.
So until next time

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You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me
Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?
So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

Does this really work

I know you prolly think I'm crazy. And I know I am who really cares right? Mostly Im bored out of my mind and figured that I could just write a few more blog entries. I mean I am absolutly retarded!! There's got to be something wrong with me I mean i'm stuck in the same rut that I was at the begaining of the year. So I was nominated for Homecoming Queen this year and missed being in the Royalty by 2 votes!! I don't really care. Okay at the time I cared ALOT!! Mostly because I got nominated and didn't have a date, and then even better I had this friend (I'm not quite sure if we're friends still) I knew he was going to ask me, EVERYBODY knew he was going to ask and then the day he went to do it. NOTHING!! He ended up asking somebody else, which really threw me for a loop and than a couple of my girlfriends who were helping him out.  So now I'm back to the samething, I got nominated for Prom Royalty and we had the vote today and the nominees aren't going to know if they won until the dance on saturday, so like the loser that I am I have no date!! Its not like I didn't get asked its just that there is nobody that I really want to go with. You know?  Its my senior year and of course I want to go, but I'm not going to go with somebody i don't want to spend 3 or more hours with. Plus its just rude to the person who asked to go to go with them if you don't want to be with them, also I'm from a state where Prom means something completely differnt than the rest of the US. I hate it is so dumb. Why do I keep getting nominated for these things and then not even be able to find a date for them. I mean there was Homecoming, Yule Ball (which I won, and had to pay somebody to take me), and now Prom! So now its Wednesday and Prom is Saturday I really need to find somebody to take me!!!  I hate this why are Guys so dumb!!

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"...So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing...
...I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way"

YAHOO!!

Gradutaion is like a month away I am SO EXCITED!!! I can't wait to get away from High school I am so ready to be free of stupid immutre children that can't grow up!! I hate this it is so retarded. I swear that once you hit high school most people that they have this switch in their brain and makes them revert back to elementary school!! I hate it so much and oh my hell! Why can't guys of this age be...be...i don't know what but not stupid. Why do they alway read more into things than are needed. It's so dumb!!!