I know you prolly think I'm crazy. And I know I am who really cares right? Mostly Im bored out of my mind and figured that I could just write a few more blog entries. I mean I am absolutly retarded!! There's got to be something wrong with me I mean i'm stuck in the same rut that I was at the begaining of the year. So I was nominated for Homecoming Queen this year and missed being in the Royalty by 2 votes!! I don't really care. Okay at the time I cared ALOT!! Mostly because I got nominated and didn't have a date, and then even better I had this friend (I'm not quite sure if we're friends still) I knew he was going to ask me, EVERYBODY knew he was going to ask and then the day he went to do it. NOTHING!! He ended up asking somebody else, which really threw me for a loop and than a couple of my girlfriends who were helping him out. So now I'm back to the samething, I got nominated for Prom Royalty and we had the vote today and the nominees aren't going to know if they won until the dance on saturday, so like the loser that I am I have no date!! Its not like I didn't get asked its just that there is nobody that I really want to go with. You know? Its my senior year and of course I want to go, but I'm not going to go with somebody i don't want to spend 3 or more hours with. Plus its just rude to the person who asked to go to go with them if you don't want to be with them, also I'm from a state where Prom means something completely differnt than the rest of the US. I hate it is so dumb. Why do I keep getting nominated for these things and then not even be able to find a date for them. I mean there was Homecoming, Yule Ball (which I won, and had to pay somebody to take me), and now Prom! So now its Wednesday and Prom is Saturday I really need to find somebody to take me!!! I hate this why are Guys so dumb!!
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"...So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing...
...I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way"
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