इ जुस्त फिगुरेड ठाट इ वुड पोस्ट अगं एंड येः सो हियर इस माय पोस्ट इट्स अल्सो व्रितीं इन हिन्दी व्हिच इ थिंक इस अ वैरी बेऔतिफुलSo I started to type and had a whole line already written before I noticed that I had turned my translator on to hindi so the first line is in hindi. OMG my niece is a little shit!!! she is so spoiled and I got blamed for it I can't wait for school to start so my sister has t look after her. I mean I LOVE her to piece its just I'm 18 I'm so not ready to be a mommy and that's what I have been ALL SUMMER is her Mom and its crap. I even have her when her father has the day off. Like today. Its all thank you that's really how I wanted to spend my time this summer is my watching my niece. I've missed out on many a days sleep ins and midnight movies, because I had to watch the baby.

Okay so I dropped my lil' bros at school today and had to go in and talk to one of the teachers because she owed me some monies, but I'm walking through the school with my niece and alot of people where all Pam!! you had a baby over the summer what???!!! And its all look you guys the baby is HUGE!!! I mean she is almost a year old and no where near looks like she's 3 months old. I mean how dump can you get!!

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its been awhile since I last posted and I decided that I prolly should before it ends up being another year before I remember.
Well I feel so proud of myself I totally replaced a fuel line for my truck. It's a great feat seing as i really have no clue about cars and the last person I had help me with fix them end up making things so much worse!!

OMG I don't want Saturday to be here! I have this party that I need to go to. One of my friends is having I'm leaving you suckers and going to a college away from home party. I really can't wait. I love this kid he an amazing person. There is just a couple of problems Chuck will more than likely be there and so will Cam. I really don't want to go if he is going to be there! I know I know I'm not going for him I'm going for Riley, but it still doesn't help that I know he's going to be there. I really really really don't like him!! Everytime I even think of seeing him face to face I want to just punch him in the face!! I hate it! the part that hurts the most isn't the fact that he did want to date me I'm totally okay with that I really didn't want that either. It's the fact that we were such good friends and now we don't talk any more. Thats what hurts so bad.

So I have a box of stuff that I either got from him or reminds me of him I so need to burn it! I have found that, doing that helps ALOT! If the wind would stop blowing I would get it done with, but I'm gonna have to wait. ARRRGGHH! I'm finally ready to make a moving on step and the weather is slapping me in the face!! oh welll it will get done sooner or later.


I've decided now to post a list of songs that I listen to to also help the process
1. Love Song - Sara Bareilles
2. Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
3. Hate ( I Really don't Like You) - The Plain White T's
4. I Don't Want To Be - Gavin DeGraw
5. Here's a Quarter (Call Someone who Cares) - Travis Tritt
6. My Paper Heart - The All-American Rejects
7. Let It Go - Blue October
8. The Star Song - Bowling for Soup
9. I'm Sorry - Flyleaf
10. Hallelujah - K.D.LAng
11. Numb - Linkin Park
12. The Climb - Miley Cyrus
13. Come Right Out and Say It - Relient K
14. Make Damn Sure - Taking back Sunday
15. Gone Forever - Three Days Grace
16. Van Diemen's Land - U2
17. Happy Now? - No Doubt
18. Cry - James Blunt
19. A MAn This Lonely - Brooks & Dunn
20. A Little Bluer Than That - Alan Jackson