13 August 2009

huh

its been awhile since I last posted and I decided that I prolly should before it ends up being another year before I remember.
Well I feel so proud of myself I totally replaced a fuel line for my truck. It's a great feat seing as i really have no clue about cars and the last person I had help me with fix them end up making things so much worse!!

OMG I don't want Saturday to be here! I have this party that I need to go to. One of my friends is having I'm leaving you suckers and going to a college away from home party. I really can't wait. I love this kid he an amazing person. There is just a couple of problems Chuck will more than likely be there and so will Cam. I really don't want to go if he is going to be there! I know I know I'm not going for him I'm going for Riley, but it still doesn't help that I know he's going to be there. I really really really don't like him!! Everytime I even think of seeing him face to face I want to just punch him in the face!! I hate it! the part that hurts the most isn't the fact that he did want to date me I'm totally okay with that I really didn't want that either. It's the fact that we were such good friends and now we don't talk any more. Thats what hurts so bad.

So I have a box of stuff that I either got from him or reminds me of him I so need to burn it! I have found that, doing that helps ALOT! If the wind would stop blowing I would get it done with, but I'm gonna have to wait. ARRRGGHH! I'm finally ready to make a moving on step and the weather is slapping me in the face!! oh welll it will get done sooner or later.


I've decided now to post a list of songs that I listen to to also help the process
1. Love Song - Sara Bareilles
2. Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
3. Hate ( I Really don't Like You) - The Plain White T's
4. I Don't Want To Be - Gavin DeGraw
5. Here's a Quarter (Call Someone who Cares) - Travis Tritt
6. My Paper Heart - The All-American Rejects
7. Let It Go - Blue October
8. The Star Song - Bowling for Soup
9. I'm Sorry - Flyleaf
10. Hallelujah - K.D.LAng
11. Numb - Linkin Park
12. The Climb - Miley Cyrus
13. Come Right Out and Say It - Relient K
14. Make Damn Sure - Taking back Sunday
15. Gone Forever - Three Days Grace
16. Van Diemen's Land - U2
17. Happy Now? - No Doubt
18. Cry - James Blunt
19. A MAn This Lonely - Brooks & Dunn
20. A Little Bluer Than That - Alan Jackson

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